real
Thursday, December 18, 2008 12/18/2008
santa? because your presence shouts childhood. ♥
 miss me? =) I've been losing track with few close friend.sorry for not replying those text message. just a little little bit, I do it on purpose. perhaps I am too enjoy the moment of my own. really sorry. I'm doing things every moment to not let myself think of anything. maybe being passionate isn't the best way to be. to the 6 : can I have countdown celebration with you guys ? and I mean 6 :)
anyone feel lost like me after SPM?! well I do! college? urgh. feel so helpless with the feeling that I have to start all over again. screw undang la. sickening sial.
I'm typing this post with lot's of memories playing back in my head plus listening to a very emo song. but don't expect me to get emo ( I want to btw ) because my brother is playing his psp beside me with the I dont know what sound.
5 years. and did I mention about leaving USJ 13? I went to seat for the entry test of SRI KL on Monday. after everything were done, I asked the lady : " can I come to school on wednesday? "
"why do you have to wait until wednesday? come here tmr."
you bitch la. I dont even have a time to say goodbye to my friends? and I go home and gave few of them a call and said I'm not going to school tmr! because I transfer! oh~ bye ! months later, someone asked me this :" do you really take them as your true friend? if not you wont do this to them. " I dont know what to answer. till now, I meet lot's of awesome people.I love them so much. but I no longer understand how to define best friend. because the feeling isn't the same anymore. not anymore.
no worries. this post is just to make me feel more real.
♥
♥cat,
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